Divine Surrender

*For the purpose of this content, I am speaking of the feminine in terms of being in a female body as it is coming from myself and my experience. However, we all embody masculine and feminine energies and you are free to take what you want and leave the rest as always!

Unraveling the Wisdom Of The Feminine

We start from the wounded feminine. She does not feel safe. She feels abandoned. She cannot relax. She doesn’t want to be in her body, doesn’t want to be on earth in relation to being shamed for what she looks like. She does not feel safe or good in her body either. Her body hurts. Even though deep inside, she knows her body is home. She is enraged by the betrayal she has experienced. She wants to heal but she cannot let go. 

She is bound by the limitations of society to act and be a certain way. She cannot express herself or how she feels. Actually she feels like shit. She is criticized for her self expression. She is criticized for her creativity and bringing her creations into the world. She is misunderstood. She is taught to behave but she just can’t do it. She doesn’t feel loved. She wants to surrender and let go, but is too afraid to do it. She feels bought out or sold.

She feels she has to measure up to a certain image, but she knows that will never be her. Her trust has been broken. She has been called crazy for her inner knowing and deep self expression. She has been called names for expressing her sexuality. She is frustrated because she is having trouble creating. She has been hurt. 

Worst of all, she feels like she needs to take masculine form and try to control everything to feel safe. She is exhausted. She is overworked. She cannot rest. She cannot relax. She is taught that relaxing is laziness and has forgotten to just be. 

There is no time for her to retreat into her monthly cycle. She has forgotten how to nurture herself. She has forgotten her nature. But this is engraved deep within her. This is everything to be unraveled. She may seem weak to others, but deep inside she is so strong. How she longs to just be. Just be in the world. She longs for unity, love and to be accepted for who she is and what she looks like. 

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The truth is, we don’t have to defend our right to just be. Sometimes it feels like it though. Feeling safe in our bodies is an unraveling of itself. Especially if we experienced trauma that would take us out of our body. How society thinks a woman should be like or act like now or over the years, dims our light to accept ourselves in our bodies .TO BE in our BODIES. Oh man, do our bodies need our love. I am still unraveling this and probably will be for a long time. 

You are boundless. You are limitless. You are free. 

We are able to trust our guidance, our intuitive knowledge. We remember who we truly are. We are free to express ourselves. Free to express ourselves in our creations. It is the judgment, restrictions and opinions of others that get in the way of us appreciating our art work. Listen to your inner knowing. Listen to yourself. Because you know. You are beautiful. You have so much beauty you don’t even know.  

You are fine. It is safe to relax. It is safe to be yourself. It's ok. 

We are taught to live life in a linear way, but the feminine can also be a destructive force with what isn’t in sync with her soul. Sometimes the journey is not linear at all and it doesn’t make sense. But our womb knows. We are taught to live in an external world : more money, more power, more this. Less is more!!!!!!! That stuff will never make you who you are . You have everything you need within you ! 

My friend, you are not supposed to be a certain way ! You are just supposed to be organically you! We have forgotten our true nature to just be. To be filled with joy radiating from within. To create freely. This is all within us. It is our right to feel good, to feel pleasure. We should do what makes us feel good. This doesn’t mean do drugs, or other harmful behaviors to self or others. But we should do what makes us organically feel good and happy. 
Now, we aren’t always going to feel good and happy. That’s part of the process! 

As long as we are honoring what feels intuitive to us in all that matters! Go take that trip you have been putting off for some time because you're scared, read that book that is longing to be finished, paint something, listen to your favorite band, be with the love of your life. Whatever it is, nurture yourself and nurture your soul.  

She is intuitive. She is wisdom. She is fun, She is playful. She is tender. She is strong. She is taking a break to rest. She is enjoyment. She is Wild. She is earthy. She is mysterious. She is innocent. She is erotic. She is sensual. She is love. She is flow. She longs for you to make it back to her knowing. The knowing of truth. She longs to let it all go and just BE.
She is within you. She is you.

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Akasha means Ether or Space in sanskrit. Ether cannot and will not be contained. While there is a vast amount of information to be accessed here; sometimes we may seek to know something that is not of our highest good to know. In that case, we must remain in integrity and let Spirit handle what we desire to know to be true. Akasha is the space of Om. The Animal Medicine aligned with the Akashic Records is the Whale.

When we first open your Akashic Records, we welcome the Masters, Teachers and Loved ones. These are your Akashic Guide Team. Guidance channeled within the records may come through clairvoyance, claircognizant, clairaudient, clairsentient, or in other forms. Popular themes to inquire about within the records can be accessing your ancestral lineage and doing a large amount of healing work this way. Bringing relationships (romantic, friend, coworker) into the Records and looking at the soul contract or agreement and seeing if there is something there from other lifetimes as well as what is here for you in the now is another great thing to inquire about. 

Going into your Akashic Records with a clear intention can provide an access point to a vast amount of other information you never would intend to know about! For example, maybe you have an annoying pain in your left shoulder. We can go into your records and maybe we find various themes from past lives contributing to this pain that can be cleared, maybe we find fragments within your ancestry, or perhaps there is a soul contract that needs to be cleared in order to move forward. We are also able to access guidance in the 3D. Our Akashic Guide team can provide us with an abundance of ideas about what to do in 3D and other times they provide us with a clear path. Again, Ether cannot be contained. Although it is highly suggested to come to an Akashic Reading with a clear intention, there are times where our intention brings us to deeper levels of healing and sometimes what is most needed is to receive healing from your Akashic Guide Team and just BE with what is!  

It is best to go into an Akashic Session with no expectations as this opens the door to receiving what is available to you at the moment. Hard to do! I know! Most importantly, be open minded to the information being received. Sometimes our guides give us something that makes no sense at all. We have complete free will to follow the guidance or not but most times often than not, that wacky guidance is exactly what we need to follow for the breakthrough we are seeking! 

After an Akashic Reading, you may feel expansive, confused, overwhelmed, peaceful, found, lost, sad, angry, or happy! There is no right or wrong way to feel and no Akashic Reading will ever be the same; even if you have been working with the same issue for some time. Things evolve and our guidance evolves with the changes. There is no black and white, no right or wrong, there simply just IS. 

It is ok to be patient with yourself as it will take time to integrate your session into your 3D reality. When on the journey  to soul embodiment and awakening, it is important to know that these things take time to manifest. Remember we are trying to bring something vast that cannot be contained …into 3D embodiment. The paradox is real; and bringing the 5D into the 3D is just not that simple. In the 5D things can seem so blissful at times and our 3D reality can seem so messy. It’s ok to co-exist and it does not mean you are doing anything wrong. In fact, you are exactly where you're supposed to be! 

The Akashic Records are a wonderful tool to be used for transformation, self realization, empowerment and embodiment. Spirit works in magical and mysterious ways and while we are in a space where there is literally everything to know; it is just as important for us to “let go of the need to know” and just receive what is available to us in each moment of our present reality. 

Akashic Owl offers Akashic Readings that include an Animal Card Medicine along with Energy Clearing. It is ok to feel exactly how you feel after a session. Sometimes we may find the energy moving and or processing from the session days, weeks, or months after the session took place. Sometimes transformation can take a second and sometimes it just takes time. When we are transmuting dense energies, transformation can take time, other times things can shift in an instant! Sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. All is well either way! Everyone is unique and no one will have the same experience as integrating energy is an individual experience. 

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